QuestionsA Chapter by Olive BelikovJinney After that first time it became a little more easier. When my dad would have an episode and go into fits of rage, the other me would take over. I no longer had to feel the pain, which made my small body happy. Thinking back now i wonder why i wasn’t more confused by what was happening. why i didn’t ask myself if it was normal. I just took it all in stride, accepting everything. But now I know better, I know that I’m not the same person I used to be. In fact, I’m not me at all. Cause Sam no longer comes out just when my dad is angry, he comes out all the time. Making me something different. So it’s only now, four years after Sam's first appearance, the I finally question him. Question what he is doing to who I am. It’s only now that the thought of fighting back passes through my own mind. Jinney
School became something of a challenge when I was about 15. There was a day in the month of December that held certain events. Those events led to Sam exposing himself to people other than my father. It was Jackson Siegel who triggered the Sam within me. You see, I was never a very social girl in school. Mainly caused by my horrible self confidence, and probably my thought that everyone was like my parents. The girls left you exposed and alone. The boys only used you to abuse you. Growing up with that made it so I didn’t know anything else. That was the life I lived. So when Jackson Siegel came up behind me one day and said my name, I knew nothing good was gonna come of it. © 2012 Olive Belikov |
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1 Review Added on April 12, 2012 Last Updated on April 12, 2012 AuthorOlive BelikovMTAboutI am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and .. more..Writing
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