Heavenly Father

 

God why can't you

Take me?

I'm tired of this life

I live.

I'm sick of

The pain,

The tears,

The hurt,

That has hold over,

my soul.

I wish I would,

Not feel,

Not hurt,

Not live,

Why must I suffer the,

Way I am?

Am I not good enough,

To be accepted in,

Your house,

Your kingdom,

Your utopia?

Am I not good enough ,

For you,

For yours,

For mine?

Why must I be forced,

To die,

To live,

To exist,

The way that is,

Not me,

Not you,

Not I?

Why must I be forced ,

To hurt the way,

I do ,

I do not,

I don't want,

Anything ,

Anymore,

Any less,

Than what you have,

To offer,

To give,

To take,

Is all you seem to know.

I wait upon the day,

You answer most of,

These questions;

Why ,

Why not,

When, how will you,

Accept me as one of,

Your own,

The saved,

The damned.

Why is it that I am,

Put upon the cross,

To be separated from,

The rest,

To sleep,

To dream.

Jesus in agony,

His blood from,

My palms,

I cry tears not,

Meant for man,

Not meant for them,

Not meant for,

ME!

Reviews

[Kim S.]

When, how will you,
Accept me as one of,
Your own,
The saved,
The damned.
Why is it that I am,

I REALLY love this whole write, I loved this part.
So nicely written and expressed