MasksA Poem by KittMasks If I told you everything You’d be scared I’m not in control of my own life I hold such dark secrets You’d think I’d take better of myself But I’ve forgotten how I’ve given up hope And everyone knows It’s rather depressing You can’t see it I hide behind my smiles The upward curl The face I put on But the smile doesn’t reach my eyes My eyes are carefully concentrated They are stiff and panicked The things I see Would be of your nightmare But four years I hold my own I forced a mask I get real comfortable with it on So comfortable, it’s plastered to my face I look down As if shy But I look down because it’s all I know now I don’t see the beauty of the world I see dirt Brown My time is wasted Yet it’s comfortable here My feet buried in the ground If I stay this way forever I’m sure to be buried alive With my feet planted I don’t move on From corners of my eyes I see others walking For a brief moment I glance up For the first time in my life I see a real smile It’s so bright Too bright It slashes through my soul I look away breathless Such power I will never know Because my feet are planted I’m rooted in like a tree So I merely watch The mask always on My name is called out No answer My voice is lost I’m not in control I stand there as passengers jeer And last out I’m hurt I’m broken But I say not a word I am Miss-Fix-It I pick up the pieces remaining I’ve been robbed and it’s clear When the puzzle is together The holes will never be filled The mask digs deeper in my skin I’m brilliant I know how to accessories There is no way you’ll take me now At least I have the ability to choose Two voices at constant battle in my mind Requesting to- No sorry Demanding to stay here They jump out the nest attack It’s comforting Moving is full of dangers It’s unknown I am not ready to move The voices agree No place like home If one could call this a home © 2013 Kitt |
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Added on January 29, 2013 Last Updated on January 29, 2013 Author
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