These DaysA Chapter by Kaity FisherThese days, I haven't been sleeping. Been thinking about the way you made me feel. These days, I have those butterflies, I'd rather be numb. These days, I give my all to impress, But I'm never, ever good enough. These are the words I held back, But I don't wanna hide anymore. These days, faking smiles, forcing laughs, Somehow you cheer me up. The other night was the best night of my life, Left me wonderstruck, blushing all the way home. These sleepless nights, I've realized, I'd fight for you until my knees are black and blue. These are the words I held back, But I don't wanna hide anymore. The way you laugh The way you smile The way you say my name Made me realize I love you Though you'll never be mine. Freedom from this lonely place Makes me miss you more Seeing you with her kills me So why pleasure me By taking time out of your day Just to see me? I cannot overstate the pain That puts me in But, in the end, I'm not the ghost you are to me These days, you think nobody understands you. Well I do These days, I don't understand myself As bad as I want you gone, I need you here These days, I wonder What did I do to deserve this torture? These are the words I held back But I don't wanna hide anymore. The way you laugh The way you smile The way you say my name Made me realize I love you Though you'll never be mine. Freedom from this lonely place Makes me miss you more Seeing you with her kills me So why pleasure me By taking time out of your day Just to see me? I cannot overstate the pain That puts me in But, in the end, I'm not the ghost you are to me. These are the words I've been holding back for as long as I've known you And I can't take it anymore I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes You tell me to stay strong That won't happen, because of you.© 2015 Kaity Fisher |
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