Idolize

Just a lil' poem I wrote 'bout a year or two ago. It's not too too healthy, I surmise, but it's sorta how I felt at the time.

 Idolize

 

It’s admiration.

It’s jealousy.

It’s envy.

When I see her, these are what I feel.

 

Her courage.

Her strength.

Her beauty.

All things I wish I had, things I’ve wanted.

Her eyes,

Her skin,

Her beauty… again.

Qualities I desire so strongly, that evade me.

Things I wish I had.

I wish I had her perseverance,

Her willpower,

Her attitude.

I wish I had her good will,

Her smile,

Her laugh.

I wish I had all of these things.

They evade me.

But more than any of those things,

More than those,

More than I want her courage,

More than I want her attitude,

More than I want her willpower,

More than her strength,

Her laugh,

Her beauty,

Her smile,

More than those,

I want her.

 

It’s Love.

 

When I see her, this is what I feel.

Author's Note

Be sorta easy on me, 'kay? It -is- a bit of an old piece, after all.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.