Chapter 3 - The First Attack

Next thing i knew i was tossed on the bed. He used a belt on me for a while the same way he did last time grabbing my hair making it hard to breath. The addition of the belt without the sweatpants this time made it unberable. He pulled my head back by my hair and i started choking, i couldnt swallow for some reason. He told me to play along with it or im going to be sore in the morning. I want to point out this part because this was one of the hardest things for me to move past. I did say yes. I did agree to it. And i did lay there quietly as he flipped me over and performe oral on me...that does not make it my fault. that does not make it ok. that does not mean i consented to it. Im going to stop here because i feel like the next part needs its own chapter.