you're my confusion

This is a song about the first stage of crush

""you're my confusion""

all the time i think

it's better to keep it quiet

but i can't hide it whenever you're around

it takes one look in your eyes

and my heart sings loud

no more fear

no more doubt

yeah...i'm that girl who keeps the doors shut

who spends days forgetting

and misses you at night

wish i could just know

what is it that i want

with all my fear 

and all my doubt

and it spins and spins my world

that when i see you smile...... it makes my heart dance

but when i think it over .....i say you have no chance

you're not all i think of

but sometimes you're all i see

i don't know if my heart falls

don't know if it is love that calls

but i think i'll stay the same after all ..... so confused

i've always thought...that i left my heart behind

look like picture perfect.... but my frame can't be found

walk with heart on my sleeves ...

but hide it all the time

with all my fear

and all my doubt

but now i beleive in love

for that look in your eyes

that turns my life around

and the ring on your finger

keeping silent but screaming loud

for all those things you said

with sweet words and tons of doubt

i don't know if my heart falls

don't know if it's love that calls

but i guess i'll stay the same after all .... so confused

i kind of like that i'm scared

building castles of illusion

can't tell if i like too

but i'm sure you're my confusion

yeah i'm so missed up .....just like you

don't wanna catch my heart as it falls

wanna hear love when it calls

and i guess i'll stay the same after all

sooooo confused

Author's Note

Enjoy the first song in my summer