the sun took a day off

I haven't seen light for 2 months and I have to stay in my hospital room with its dark blinders for a few more days

the sun didn't rise today
'cause people don't keep their promises
it'll keep dark the longer I stay
and the more I'm attached to devices
my heart attack was in last may
and we knew how to deal with the crisis
it's to put me in a hospital and walk away
and then I'm stuck with compromises
a surgery will make you fine
medicine will keep you alive
you're going home so soon
you'll see both sun and moon
but I know I'm not okay
I get worse everyday
'cause I need pills to sleep
and when I'm alone I tend to weep
and here I'm never alright
I pray this would be my last night
I just wanna go home
I wouldn't have to be alone
and even if I'm gonna die
I wanna die in my own room

Author's Note

I pray to die in my house instead of this dark hospital room

Reviews

[Gamitsuki]

kim.....don't even think of such things..I told you before you......there's a quote,"What you think is what happens"....so think positive......it would hundred and ten percent work.....I bet....!!