different all the way

I took some scenes from my life that I can never forget .

"A 7 YEAR OLD GIRL"
the little girl stood silently watching her friends playing ball .
she really wanted to play and wasn't afraid of falling
but she remembered her mammy said ' you're DIFFERENT you can't play ' and that was an order she had to obey .

"A 9 YEAR OLD GIRL"
the girl stood filled with envy seeing all the girls in the dance class .
she wanted to go like all the others did isn't dancing so much fun ?
her mammy said 'you're coming home with me . you're DIFFERENT you can't dance '

"A 12 YEAR OLD GIRL"
the girl sets alone and moves a shaky hand with tears in her eyes she holds a blade
she moves it really near to her arm wanting to give herself a little harm
she makes a little cut in a little vein and calms down while blood drains
she says to herself 'it's your fault to be DIFFERENT and this is the punishment you need'

"A 15 YEAR OLD GIRL"
the girl is amazed of a roller coaster cause she's never seen anything faster
but all she could do was to stare she wanted to try but she wouldn't dare
cause her mammy'd say she's DIFFERENT and won't allow that though it wasn't fair

"A 17 YEAR OLD GIRL"
the girl in hospital bed lying so tired of trying she's no longer afraid of dying
she's watching romance on TV with her hand hanging from the iv
she sheds a tear with every I love you cause she believes that love is true
her mammy says to her 'be careful you're DIFFERENT you can never fall in love
you're not the one to do that cause the time left for you is not enough'

"NOW AN 18 YEAR OLD YOUNG LADY"
the girl sets at home reading a book .her heart beats are audible like a clock
she should have been on stage now singing but the doctor didn't allow
he said to her 'you are DIFFERENT you can't go there or you'll die
all my orders you must follow else or you won't see tomorrow'
then she gives up all her wishes cause she can't live anymore
she sticks to her room waiting for death having nothing at at all to be living for

{will she go to heaven or she's just DIFFERENT?}

Author's Note

I know it's silly but it's true . it's my life and death story

Reviews

[Gamitsuki]

kim..this tells me that you are very lucky....and it's no problem in being different...that shows that you are no ordinary person....you have experienced more pain that an ordinary person.....you are unique.....and a wonderful friend too.....:-)