I Think, I Yearn, I Fear, I Feel, I AmA Poem by Kimberly GraceI wrote this two weeks before my suicide attempt that occurred about a year and a half ago. While writing this I was sitting at a desk in a mental hospital of sorts.I think. I think of you. I think of me. I think of what could have been. I think of getting better. I think of dying. I think of living. I think of how I can go on just existing. I think of my needs, my wants and my fears. I yearn. I yearn for happiness. I yearn for love. I yearn for fulfillment. I yearn for satisfaction. I yearn for closeness, both physical and emotional. I fear. I fear my thoughts. I fear getting better. I fear change. I fear staying the same. I fear love. I fear living. I feel. I feel dead. I feel sad. I feed empty. I feel lost. I am… What am I? I am me. © 2014 Kimberly Grace |
StatsAuthorKimberly GraceMacungie, PAAboutI like adventures and beautiful thinks. I like movies. I like reading. I like food. I like a lot of things. I'm pretty troubled and I have some issues. I'm incredibly random. A lot of times I don't li.. more..Writing
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