something i can never say

this is for my mum

She believe that she is my angel
She believe that she is my mother

But...

She says that she loves me
But every time she says that
She also will say this
“I love you dear..
So,
When you’re successful...
Don’t forget about me...
Don’t forget to give me money”
TO KEEP LIVING
She thinks she can live forever

Maybe she can
But I’m just a boy
And I can’t...


She keeps talking and talk
And never listen
She curse me into her slave

Her dog

To keep be with her
To keep her on my side
To keep listening to her

There is no use I’m talking to her
Because of she
I’m mute...


By the way,
She gives me a mask
A mask that have no eyes hole
To see the world
To see everything
To see the truth

But only darkness
Is all I see


The mask becoming my face
THE MASK OF LIES
I’m a new person
I’m a mute and a blind dog
I’m just a listener
That listens to lies everyday
And now

THE LIES BECOMING MY TRUTH

I’m confuse
I am really confuse
Whether she is my
Angel
Mother
Or
Just a devil beside me..

I still can’t figure it out

Reviews

[Sweet & Tender Hooligan]

A interesting and powerful poem. There are a couple of grammatical errors that alter the flow. 'Confuse' should be 'confused' and 'eyes hole' should be 'eye holes'. Other than that I enjoyed reading your sincere writing and I liked the repetition in the piece.

[stellasautelle]

Interesting.. I like how it changes rhythm throughout, flows good