The man in front of me and the green eyed temptrese

I'm a stranger to myself.This man i see in front of me is exactly who i never wanted to be.But because ofthe same of my past and fear of my futer i became the man i hated.And it cost me the only woman i ever truly loved. as i watched her fade away i was reminded of who i truly am inside.I'm a man who never gives up.I would let out my last breath to see one moment of her happiness.and i will always be a victom of love to that preety green eyed tepemtress for ever more.