Where The F**k Is My Fair!

My dad was moving away and my boyfriend at the time was the only thing helping me not be as depressed and I know, life isn't fair, but this wasn't either.

There is never a right place
Nor the right time
To find out that your not fine

There is not a moment
Nor is there a scene
When you can fall apart and not be seen

When a piece of your life comes crashing down 
It feels like your suffocating, that your gonna drown

Have you ever wondered "Why should I stay here?"
When you lie about being okay
Facing more than fear

When you smile and giggle from one person
When all you really wanna do is cry, no die!

How can you go on?
How can I stay partially sane!
Why did my dad move?
Why couldn't he take me too?
Why did he have to leave his things for me to go through?
For my tears to make stains on the pictures?
Why do I have to cry when I'm so happy and filled with joy??
Where is the fairness that I have shown to others before?
The niceness I've done, the generosity?
I've won!
I've won love and a family that cares
A life that feels like I could maybe bear
Where the f**k is my FAIR!

Author's Note

I actually used punctuation :)