Internally ConflictedA Poem by SaraI was heartbroken, still am, but I feel so happy then when I realize I'm happy I start wondering about why I'm depressed and it's like 2 parts of me are fighting
I'm internally conflicted
My point of view shifted My heart breaks once more I sit crying and rocking on the floor The other side wants to fly Not wish countlessly to die I want to be happy Ecstatic when I can be Unfortunately, these things aren't for me I try not to think about it I keep busy with work and school It's when I lie awake at night When the demons start to rule My sanity has quickly faded My perspective has become jaded Now that there's quiet here The darkest thoughts come so near Still I smile and giggle I try to let the smile reach my eyes And I squirm and wiggle Underneath these "happy" lies So I have become conflicted Not with him, you, or she I am internally conflicted And the conflict is coming from me © 2010 Sara |
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Added on September 12, 2010 Last Updated on September 12, 2010 AuthorSarawagoner, OKAboutWell for starts, "Hi! I'm Sara!!", and I'm in love!! With writing, anything pertaining to literature really. I also love music, mushrooms, origami, cooking, being loved (that's always something to lik.. more..Writing
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