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I'd say I'd go through all of it again, just to get to this point

But we were so different, and the only thing attracted us to each other were the exact version of ourselves back then

Had the starting point been a month later I can't say whether or not we'd given each other up already to one of those fights

It was so tense and stressing, too many problems deep below the surface and there was no precise timing when they will finally be untangled. 

All we know is that the knots got loosen, floating peacefully, getting familiar with the waves.

My current awareness still grieves those lonely difficult moments I had to go through by myself, yet I'd say I'd go through all of those heartbeats again where I lost my mind, just to get to this point

I don't think it's something that would recur, though, at least never in the same way

I think this is a once in a million lives thing, and I'm grateful for this one.