blood and war part two

Please forgive me
If I didn't know you were depressed now my mind isn't at rest
I don't sleep well... I don't eat
"six pounds lost"
And I'm doing this for you
When the subject teenage affairs hit me I knew what you did wasn't true
Why didn't I listen to you?
Please lord forgive me because I knew, I just sit in my room
There's no such thing as a beautiful view
Just look at you
I'm sitting here waiting on my friends to forgive me but guess what
I didn't forgive you!
Forgive me if I knew but I didn't notice you , didn't hear your pain, didn't wave hey to you as I walked along side you
"I'm sorry that I heard your cries for help"
Sad to say I didn't listen
I'm sorry to say that she was only 17 and I was 14
I dedicated my book to you "I'm 17 now"