did you ever think about me?

All I ever wanted was you to
Look in my eyes and realize my pain
The struggle to be sane
Our relationship wasn't sugar cane
It was bitter sweet (Still no eye contact)
These lies you set in motion
Did you ever think of me?
I can't even look in your eyes
I want to hurt you so much the
Same way you hurt
I KNOW BETTER THAN TO LOOK IN YOUR EYES
Cold hearted soul like your father
Your not innocent
You only thought of yourself-- lies after lies
And I fell in your webs
No kisses of sugar
Bitter lips saying lies (I hate your voice)
I DON'T F**K WITH YOU
Did you ever think about me?
Did you ever love me?
.... I didn't think so
I know more than you think "You're a child"
All I want is you to see me now
And cry
I've never been this f*****g happy
"Why did I even talk to you?"
All of our conversations were lies "Runaway again"
Did you ever think about me when you lied?
Why the f**k would you tell me you love me?
After explaining my depression and emptiness from relationships past
"You never thought where I would be now... f**k you"
You're a child with eyes of "Don't ever believe this n***a" ..... my current relationship "best I ever had"
At least I can talk to him without feeling worthless
I don't have to deal with lies after lies
I don't have to cry
LOOK AT ME-- DID YOU EVER F*****G CARE
DID YOU LOVE ME?
F**k you and your lying eyes
Built off of your father's betrayal and mother's pain
You not my friend-- I can't even consider you as my ex
There was no love just pain
Did you ever think of me?