lone wolf

Showers of fall rain and tears
Come upon my face
As the ashes of last week's fire were spread across the the green carpet-- lone wolf-- with a thousand eyes staring yet I wasn't glaring because of their point of view.. I'm singing the sad song written across my broken heart and my insane mind--
Don't take me for granted (curious eyes and lips upon my face) sex in the rain except he said it was sex to his brothers while I was raped and beaten (left for dead)-- lone wolf instead of wide flower glistening in the sun-- I'm in the showers of fall rain and tears covered in a pool of my own blood (please God wash him out of me) because he took all of me--(mother said boys will be boys) strange thought to my head... but I seconded guessed it... please God for forgive me for not being a virgin no longer for he has took that special part of my being away--(I lay on the ground with a thousand eyes upon me)-- I'm in agony... with flashing camera lights and his friends taking turns--(God please wash them for me) I'm a lone wolf