unwritten fantasy

"Unwritten fantasy"

I don't smile.... I show tears
I make many faces but the feeling disappears.... so I yell and scream
No one hears me... please let it be a dream of an unwritten fantasy
a fantasy that passes on gradually, ever so casually. No one hears me, silence. Too little injustice, too much pure violence. Society sinking --titanic, but there's no panic just laughing and going with the wave... please let it be a dream of an unwritten fantasy A dream of an unwritten fantasy that became a reality, it's bound to be my destiny to live in a life I was forced to live, why am I dying to live, when I'm just living to die? I wonder why, so Dear God Im asking you save me, the world made me crazy, bless me with a better fantasy I sit on the shore of my subconscious, as the waves of memories crash on the sands of regret, leaving a stained oil slick of reminiscence. That I cast into the sea long ago, people today forever donate to the pollution of our society, filling our minds with the violence, drugs and sex that we see today, my unscripted, unwritten fantasy is we learn to overcome the pollution and someday live as one. As far fetched as that is. While I'm swimming with the sharks of regret, my blood surrounds these hounds that are try to bring me down. Little do they know I welcome it, through adversity I shine like star, it's been over a decade and Iv come this far. Walk by faith and not by sight, when cast the rod into ocean of reminiscent you just can't give up on the fight. Remember family first over everything, without you just think your family would never be the same
We long for that perfect fantasy , to come true before our eyes. But we fail to realize the society we live in dont support our dreams, our ideas. We pray for that hero to scoop us out of out misery. But we are all just another bystander. Another scared individual who pretends the world doesnt effect them one bit.We let the negetive air surrounding us close up our individuality and our unique