A place i called home

It happened on my birthday
And I walked into a place I called home filled with balloons.... No one was home so I took a nap on the couch...within an hour I hadn't realized I left the door open, I got up to close it
I walked back into the living room to lay back down but I heard someone else in the house "he had a mask on and he grabbed me and pinned me down on floor"
I couldn't move and my mouth was covered so I couldn't scream
He tore off my clothes and was touching me in places where I didn't want to be touched.... I screamed but no one was there to hear me "he forced it inside me and he was strong (I couldn't break free) I cried and screamed.... All I saw was his face that was covered with a mask and my birthday balloons 🎈🎈🎈🎈
"it hurt and I wanted him to stop" ..... At the moment I wished someone would save me then again I just wished I could die
I was raped on my birthday
At a place I called home
(I was home alone wishing that this man wasn't hurting me) I screamed and screamed till I lost my voice
His hands were around my neck and I couldn't breathe "I was turning 14 today"
....my birthday
he raped me and whispered in my ear "I'll kill you if you tell anyone"
Then he left
.... I was all alone crying and screaming (my clothes were torn and my tears were the only thing I had"
I was raped in a place I called home