unloved

Back then we weren't that young but I still remember us
"at least I thought we were an us"
I thought she loved me the way I love her "I showered her with kisses, I held her constantly, I gave her gifts, and more"
She only liked me for that
Never loved me or at least felt the same way I did for her "she asked for things and I'd go out of my way to give them to her"
As a guy I was fighting for her to care about me "I was just lead on"
She had me wrapped around her finger
I felt tied down but I was in love with her "she never felt the same way I did"
I felt used because she would beg for my body
But wouldn't give a damn about my heart
It's not like I could ask her how she felt about because I could tell she didn't care
"I couldn't speak on it"
SHE EXPECTED ME TO HER "I...LOVE...YOU" WITHOUT SAYING IT BACK
"I felt like a caged animal waiting to be free"
And how could I resist ?
How could I ask her if she loved or at least cared about me deeply ?
She wanted all these beautiful things without giving my HEART A CHANCE
I was tied down with tape on my mouth (how I felt)
I'd hold her
I'd kiss her
I'd tell her I'd loved her "I didn't know how to handle it"
She only liked the compliments, my body, being held in my arms, and kissed
As I guy loving her was beautiful "but I wasn't loved back"
What should I do ?