SAVEDA Poem by I am renee
I met the man of my dreams in January "he except my disability and everything about me"
We clicked instantly And within a month I was pregnant "I'll never leave you" he said But as time past he grew angry and controlling I watched him pop pills constantly "he controlled what I wore, how I did my hair, who my friends were, what music I listened too, even the family I spoke too" He was abusing me physically and mentally "he would flick cigarettes at me to tackling me and kicking my stomach" I ended up going to the hospital because I thought I was having a miscarriage He gave me an STD on top of that "thank god it was curable" This all happened in a matter of four months "I finally got the strength to break up with him" A week later I left my family and took him back "he put me out four days later barefoot, pregnant and all alone" He tells people that I cheated on him with my own father but it's not even true "the guy I fell head over heels with is my baby's father" I don't even speak to him anymore But I'm glad it happened because it taught me that "people are not who they say they are" I met the women of my dreams later on and she's going to be my wife soon "she saved me and my daughter" Because I was on the verge of ending my life I was depressed and alone but I'm not anymore "I don't hate him or regret him because at the end of the day I've got something better and thats my girlfriend and my daughter" I can't wait to meet my baby girl '' "we were saved" © 2014 I am renee |
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Added on August 2, 2014 Last Updated on August 2, 2014 AuthorI am reneeVAAbouti love writing for the enjoyment. im black and white, and i only write about things that come to mind. ive already written a book call the rhythm of poetry. more..Writing
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