where is the love?

From the start my family told me "I was born a mistake"
My mother and my father never wanted me
And I was 11 months old when my parents didn't have enough money or time for me
I moved in with my aunt and her husband
But by the age of three they separated "It hurt me and touched my heart in a negative way"
I visited their houses on certain days
When I was five, I just started school and everyone was making fun me
"I was called ugly and other names"
The only time I really felt loved was from my aunt's ex husband
Every time I was with my aunt I was treated like s**t
"she cussed me out, beat me, brought me down, and kicked me out her house around 6 years old
My uncle was my best friend
"he loved me more than anything else in the world"
One day he passed out in front of me "I was shaking and scared out of my mind"
I called my aunt but she didn't do anything to help him
"he died a week later"
At the age of 10 I was adopted by my aunt's ex husband "my aunt abused me and compared me to other people saying that I wasn't going to be anything in life"
My biological father called me one day and said "you're a worthless piece of nothing"
It still effects me this day
Some people I know tell me not to worry about it "BUT I THOUGHT FRIENDS AND FAMILY WERE SUPPOSED TO CARE AND LOVE FOR YOU AS A CHILD"
But no I was called a mistake since I was a kid "classmates call me ugly and my family calls me worthless"
I live a rough life
And it's bad enough that I'm starting to believe what people really think of me "at the end of the day I think I'm beautiful"