virginity

In between these legs
I'm a virgin
To cigarettes, cocaine and weed
I'm a virgin to society "I won't give up (the p***y) that easily"
But all I think about night after night is sex and drugs
"imagining the person I love and want deeply inside of me"
All I want is to make love
"I don't believe in meaningless sex called F*****G"
So I keep this virginity in between my legs
For safe keeping
Instead of giving it up to someone that just wants "to f**k and be done"
I've never done drugs so you could say I'm a virgin to that to
My friends tell me "your missing out"
Only to know these fine words "I'm pregnant or I'm having an abortion"
Don't get me wrong it doesn't bother me because at the end of the day "that boy or girl is beautiful"
I've heard your skin glows after your first in counter with the penis inside the vagina "SO I PERSONALLY DON'T CARE IF ANY GUY OR GIRL WANTS TO F**K ME"
I'm not about f*****g because what's on my mind
Is been there for months at a time
"making love"
Letting him slowly glide his way in
Showering me with kisses as my sudden moans break out of silence and echo through the walls
Including the words I love you
In those words people can't resist "it means something"
Now if you're just f*****g
It probably means that you hit it good and either you or her left
When you could have stayed in the room holding each other after "my opinion"
If i was making love with the person I love and care for deeply I wouldn't care if I was your first or not
"you were mine"
And in future time when I give up my virginity it will be nobody's DAMN BUSINESS Because we will be in bed cuddling and smoking weed �'��'�😂