The runaway

As days pasted before my eyes, I've dreamed many dreams
That have never before been seen
"I was runaway when I was 13"
I had dreams but I was only
"I always felt alone so I don't speak my mind"
When days go by, I sit and think to myself
I live in a mindless and translucent world
As I dream of being relaxed and calm for the rest of my days
"sadly, this s**t isn't close enough to being possible"
I ran away from home because I felt alone
And maybe something more than that I don't know
Im not sure about a lot of things so I leave notes
I beat myself up because I'm stressed the f**k out
"I'm at a loss for words"
Here and right now, I'm on my own because I blew up inside
Without knowing the circumstance of being human and being who I am
"I chose to run away at thirteen"
I felt alone and I needed peace of mind
I was abandoned on my own island I put myself on
"I was a runaway"
I left a note telling them I'd always love them and that my dreams blew my mind
"what the f**k was I thinking?"
Why did I runaway?
I pretty much left my family
And they didn't even know if I was safe
"I want to run away"
I cry some days thinking about it
I blow up inside with regret because of this DAMN TRANSLUCENT WORLD!
I can yell and scream if I want to but who would hear me
I could fall but who would catch me
I could hide for weeks but who would try and find me
"I brought it on myself but maybe it was worth it or not"
At the age of thirteen my mind was made up "I didn't want to be found, I just wanted to be loved"
I ran away from home because I felt alone �'�🙌

Reviews

[Namrata]

Dear, whosoever you wrote this about, you did justice to that person. I liked the words you used and it always is a pleasure to stop by and read about others' lives carefully written in your poem.

[I am renee]

Thank you so much i appreciate that so much thank you

[A. Amos]

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[I am renee]

Thank you so much