night after night

I run guys away from me because I can't trust anyone
"I can't be in a relationship without being worried"
What this man did to me fucked me up badly
He raped me night after night
"To him I was his sex toy"
His hands grabbing my wrists tightly
While my gentle screams couldn't help me
It happened so much I just let him take what he wanted
"I think about it everyday"
This man ruined me but in the end I grew stronger
"IT HURTS AND I WANT HIM OFF OF ME"
I thought about but I couldn't say because it would've made things worse
"was I not beautiful?"
"Why did he do this to me?"
I don't trust any guy anymore it's too hard for me
"I think about everyday even if it happened in the past"
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS
So I stopped putting up a struggle because it happened so often "Why did this have to happen to me?"
Knowing damn well this type of s**t shouldn't happen to anyone
I run guys away because I can't trust them enough to let them in my heart
"I don't trust anyone"
Because he raped me night after night
"I wanted him to stop but he just kept going"
To him I was just his sex toy he could play with at anytime of the day
"I don't trust anyone"
But I am stronger

Reviews

[Namrata]

SEX toy? He sounds like a misogynist and where exactly are you putting the strength which you have gained? If you have it, you flaunt it. Why stay alone just because you have been through this? Lust and Love are different For crying out loud.
The fruit of trust is love. Peace.