Losing my imagination

I was a precious jewel hidden between stones
At that moment I was lost in my own imagination not knowing that I would still remember what happened to me "I was molested when I was a kid till the age of fourteen"
When I was younger he would put his hands all over in places I didn't want him to touch me
And when I finally got the courage to tell my mom she didn't believe me
"losing my imagination felt like a long kiss goodbye"
When I was twelve going on thirteen I was just becoming a women
"he decided to rape me in my room when my mom wasn't there"
I kicked and screamed but he didn't stop until my mom came home from work
My lips were busted most of the time
My legs had cuts and bruises on them
I was a precious jewel to everyone I saw
But in middle school I was called a s**t almost everyday until high school
"I lost my imagination when I was younger, now all I see is violence"
I was a stone becoming a jewel that nobody liked except me
"I felt worthless back then with his hands gliding up my skirts and my shirts"
I never cried because I was too strong
When I was younger I wished for the world to be a better place
Back then I was just a kid and I was too young to protect myself "The precious jewel that what once in between stones"
Was a figment of my lost imagination "I am stronger now"
"I am a fighter now"
"A solider and a grate keeper who can welcome someone in and out of my life"
"there's no trust for me to receive but I'd give it to you"
I lost my imagination because of molestation

Reviews

[Kurayami]

I hope you're all right.
I like this first line though,
"I was a precious jewel hidden between stones."

~Yvette

[I am renee]

Im fine and thank you it actually happened to my friend so i wrote it for her

[Kurayami]

Ok. I hope that she's ok. :)