I don't smile anymore

It happened on the fourth of July
I was with my boyfriend at the time and it was just us in his car
His hands gliding up and down my legs as the music played
He locked the doors and closed all the windows
I couldn't breathe over my nervousness
He leaned in for a kiss but I didn't give him one
We looked at each other and by the time I told "what are you doing?" It was already too late
He hit me, scarring up my face and leaving a black eye in its place
I wanted to scream but even if I did there was no one there to help
Dragging me towards the backseats on his car
He pulled up my skirt and had his way
He laughed and black out "I don't smile anymore"
He wouldn't stop, he kept on going
I was fourteen and he was eighteen
It was too late for me to scream
It was too late for help to come
It was too late because in the end I was scarred for life
And scared out of my mine
He tossed me out of his car, taking my phone and left me alone in the park while he drove off
I cried for hours
It happened on the fourth of July
I don't smile anymore

Reviews

[AdamGunther]

This is powerful... I mean really, really powerful.

[I am renee]

Thank you so much