The pregnancyA Poem by I am renee
We were both young
But we loved each other back then Back then when we had sex We were fifteen And we didn't know what to do We weren't ready ' Nine months caring a child I didn't want him or her to suffer in this messed up world we live in Until I gave birth My baby boy was the only thing that kept me at ease when he opened his eyes I raised him on my own Now I'm seventeen all alone because I've experienced what my mother did when she was young "he left because he couldn't bare to look at our son" My baby boy was the only one who kept me going "I love him" I look back at that day and I wonder what a mistake it was for me "I never thought I'd end up alone in the end" Does he even realize the pain I went through? How many times I've cried myself to sleep? How many times I've waited by the phone for him to call me back? IT TAKES TWO PEOPLE TO MAKE A BABY "A baby boy, our baby boy, and your son" I gave him my last name because you didn't even show up when I gave birth My baby boy was the only one who kept me calm when he opened his eyes My baby boy is mine I wouldn't let anyone come close to him because I fear one day I might lose him I was fifteen and so were you when we had sex "I told myself ill never love again" Except love my baby boy, our baby boy, and our son ' © 2014 I am renee |
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1 Review Added on June 15, 2014 Last Updated on June 15, 2014 AuthorI am reneeVAAbouti love writing for the enjoyment. im black and white, and i only write about things that come to mind. ive already written a book call the rhythm of poetry. more..Writing
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