Don't Be Mad

Don't be mad, I just wanted to feel something.

There's never enough to fill this hole.

Don't be mad I have to keep walking away.

I am so damaged I can't stand to watch someone I love not love me because I am this way.

Don't be mad if I need to fill my time with empty smiles and meaningless touches.

I can't be what you need me to be and so I have to go.

Don't be mad if you read this and think I am ok.

I am not, will not and can never be...