I wish I knew

I have spent all my life sorting through my madness, always leaving a trail of sadness.

Putting blame on the innocent as I keep going on and fighting these ghosts.

Hanging pain on these people that get close so that I can free my mind of such things.

I wish I knew why it's taken me this long to see what I've done.

I wish I knew.

I have spent all this time sorting through my madness and I think I am the source of all my sadness.

Putting shame on so many that only wanted to love me.

Hanging pain on the ones who want to get close.

I wish I knew why I can't seem to stay with one person to let go of all this...

I wish I knew.