feel so mechanical

I am kind, until I am not.

I am patient, until I am not

I love deeply, until I cannot.

It is not that I can't take the lashings, it's just I will not.

I am yours, until I am not.

I can forgive, until I cannot.

I am her, until I am not.

I feel so mechanical.

I feel so mechanical.

I feel so mechanical.

Words never meaning anything more that pieces of sounds beating on each other.

I feel so mechanical.

Can you hear my hands trembling as the sun lays down?

I thought lips were meant for more than just lies.

I thought there could be more than these bloody ties.

I feel so mechanical when I need to feel you inside.

I am free, until I am not.

I am there, until I am not.

I am alive, until I am not.

I feel so mechanical.