Dear Mother

Dear Mother I'd like to write you this letter

I'd like to let you know that I'm trying to look up every night to see your reflection peering down on the pond 

Dear Mother I'm trying, I'm trying to go beyond these limits to see what is happiness and see what I am going to be in the end 

I'm trying not to fear boundaries and try not to think that I can't fly 

Dear Mother I need to write you and hope you can see or hear me

I'm trying to learn how to cry 

I'm trying to learn how to be vulnerable 

trying to understand why the sun only touches certain clouds not others 

Dear Mother - your light your life your love shape me 

Dear Mother you're not gone - I'm just learning how to find you again