fear

fear is a coward, a frightened falsity you've put on me.

black shadows that seep beneath the doors, this entity seems to always find me.

I didn't think peering into the pool would show me such a hideous reflection.

I don't know how to begin to live for myself in this congested jungle of doubts.

I don't know how you can just stand there, standing there watching me scream.

I've been alone this entire time, the entire f*****g time and you said you could see me.

blame is hopeless when I have to just move beyond this, beyond you and this memory.

the terrors we can instill by questioning a persons everything.

inside out and gutted like a freak, I was just another prey in your game.

beat me, beat me with your words and judgement...you can't beat me anymore.

losing everything was necessary so I can lose these chains, hefty guilt that kept me down.