“Ignorance Is Bliss, They Say”

“Ignorance Is Bliss, They Say”

8.28.21                

9.06am

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I bet you hate me, don’t get so jaded, baby,

I know you hate me,

Of course, you do,

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Baby, you’re showing-,

Darling, don’t be a savior,

You’re nothing like them,

B***h, come down from those clouds,

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I’ve missed your smile,

Its been a while now baby,

Don’t you remember,

We said we’d never be apart,

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Yeah, I am obsessing,

I know I said I’d never do that,

But this is so hard for me,

My heart is grieving, darling,

I am in pain,

I am insane,

Cut open my brain,

Can’t you see these veins, they’re bleeding,

My heart is throbbing, baby,

I know I’m sobbing,

I know I’m acting lazy,

But don’t you hate me?

Don’t you hate me, baby?

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I know I seem to,

Always shower in the rain,

Public nudity,

Has got nothing on my chains,

I know you see me,

I know you see me bleeding,

Don’t just ignore me,

…

Or just- ignore me…

 

Author's Note

this is about an ex best friend of mine that disappeared after i told her my story w miscarriage coz "she didnt believe me" and "thought i was lying"