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every time i’m up and i don’t tell you i hurt a little inside

 coz i’m up and i can’t sleep or something’s on my mind 

and i can’t tell you coz i don’t want to disturb your sleeping 

but then i’m like “well maybe he’d wanna know if i can’t sleep, 

we’re gonna be married eventually, and he deserves to

 know when i can’t sleep” and then i’m like “well yeah but

 i love him so much.. am i wrong to just want him to sleep 

because i love him? is it so wrong of me to want him to 

sleep?” and then my thoughts turn and go “he loves you, 

he deserves to know”

Reviews

[John the Baptist]

My wife just lets me sleep. I deserve it. To each his own.

[FaeryQueen]

it’s my anxiety. then i’m like. “but what if he wanted to know” th aka for your experience. i appreciate it :)))))

[FaeryQueen]

thanks for commenting your experience ****

[John the Baptist]

You're certainly welcome. By the way why do all of you millennials say "I'm like?" Does that mean you resemble something?

[FaeryQueen]

no it’s simply a means to say “and then i think...” that’s all. i apologise. sometimes my thoughts are rushed and i use the nearest word to my meaning.

[John the Baptist]

No need for apology. I was just curious. In my generation, the question "You know?" kept popping up repeatedly, to the point where you wanted to say, "No, I don't know. Please explain it to me."

[FaeryQueen]

i often times say “i don’t know”. they just ignore me. but i brush it off mainly.