vent/rant- "The Raptor"

on the spot m8

love, it was nice

knowing you for a while

oh, it was nice.

but you made me into a giggling idiot

and you told me things i couldn't get out my 

head.

love, you bore me

oh, how you bore me, love

it's not your fault.

i've done this so many times, it feels numb

and i felt like i had to

coz my waiting time was so long

i never knew when it'd stop, but

some-when it had to.

you see my bane knows the truth, oh

my very core belief is him is - him.

i never wanted to stop the party coz it

wasn't me hosting it.

i never wanted to stop the fun but then

my love came to me at last

all the skies above couldn't have imagined this

he came, he came to me in a dream

and i breathed life inside of it

manifested right in front of me

i told myself after the moment was gone it would

happen again.

call me a derogatory word

something to demean me

call me a soul sucker

a brazen lover

tho i never loved those fools.

i was angry, upset

all these words filled my chest

i was a child

my temper low

no one heard me

get up to go

for a while 

the dark was all i'd known.

i lived life in the shadows, calling

your name, you never came

but your touch

makes up for so much

and i- 

i'm begging us to collide

just

once more.

i still feel guilt

even tho it transpired for a good lengthy one year

hand after hand, like

a rolling stone, i never

settled on no one's home

i felt the need to hurry, so

i ran right out the door

never even looked back

i don't even look back anymore.

just tell me you forgive me

give me the pass

i promise i won't

do it

no, never again

oh, you already knew but 

i'm telling you again

i was bored out of my mind

needed something to grind

if i had

to do it over

i wouldn't

coz it led me 

straight to you.

Author's Note

so this took off a lot...

Reviews

[Diabolicalbeard]

You expressed urself good in this one
Nice work