"the forgiver" khatoon hazara ||| 8:10pm, thu. 3.28.19

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"the forgiver" khatoon hazara ||| 8:10pm, thu. 3.28.19

You never had any idea, did you?

No- oh, bless it be for I did not let it on that there was anything ever wrong, because I'd be damned if I do!

Damned!

I've been a bloody fool all my life to think I could ever confide in you for anything

I am not angry at you, so you will not get punished

I am enraged but this is my only dilemma

I've felt like such a nobody for so long, that this set of numbers won't welcome me back, as they've done countless times, all I need are my poems; I just need to vent, to rant to seeth and grind my teeth, I need a linguists' mind, something no one hasn't deciphered yet, I need the inklings of my dreams, the diverse bandaged wrappings of the Ancients, those that have been preserved

Someone subdue me, for I have been subdued all my life, but, at core, it was only a simulation; please take my heart out of my body and crush it so that it would be easier for me to start over.

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Reviews

[HB Rita]

I read another poem of yours and feel like the same as this one, It is all about a Mother. I started likig your style. Nice piece of Work Hazara. My First name is Hajera too.

[FaeryQueen]

yea, it's a lot... cool!!

[HB Rita]

Best wishes

[John the Baptist]

I get the sense here of one who has been let down before and is experiencing it again. I also feel it's about a relationship. These things usually are.

[FaeryQueen]

it's about my mom actually