"I Am Nothing"

"I Am Nothing"

Khatoon Hazara ||| 12:58pm ||| 12 pt. font ||| Segoe Script

Don't you dare make me feel like a hero

I am tired, am fading, am nothing

There is nothing more to discuss thereof

Just... 

The very fact that, maybe, and maybe I am stepping on cracks and leaning on lineant poles, reaching back to caress the tendrils of a milky moon

Is there ever a chance I might get to hold my own, to hold his head against my chest and to hear how his little heart beats?

There is, and this, I am enjoined in an abundance of drowned atrophies to repeat

There is nothing for me here

Tell me straight

And tell me now, look me in the eyes and say these words:

<font change: Courier> - You belong here, this is a notice of inflamed flares that rise up form your heart. I know you, this is normal, you will rise from not these ashes, but from these words we say, these words will empower you, will strengthen you.

<Normal> - You are wrong, though the emotions may be true, your words are false to my feelings

I cannot feel what it is you want me thereof to feel

I have gone under

I am not alright

Do not worry

I will rise

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