Souls WHo Have Turned Away

He's gone away, gone away, [gone a...way]

May he be the one to come into my life, stitching up all that comes by,

Try to be, try to be, try to... be,

Something no one could've ignored,

It's something I've tried and tried and tried and trie...d,

I just can't seem to get it to my head,

How the hours fly,

How the second hand,

On,

The Clock keeps ticking,

No tears,

No... time.

It can't go back,

Can't say, "How I wished I could've done it differently,"

The clock sits there, unafraid,

Un...afraid,

Why can't it speak,

Why does it admit defeat?

Why can't we be as strong as thee?

I need a break, need a break, need a... break,

From the wretched callings of my life,

I've did school, I've did home,

What's left but to feel so alone,

When you have everything a writer could ask for,

What do you have, really, be honest now,

I have pens, books, paper to write my fantasies on,

The tundra of yelling so icy on my skin,

My ears are merely subject to their whines,

The wind is only witness to the moans,

I have had enough, I've had enough,

I drank the juice when even it didn't have any comprehension of being drunk,

By doing so, I've taken a dose of the High-End potion,

A spell makes its' way,

Dizzying over me,

Weeping, weeping are their words,

Their words are swollen,

Pregnant with the notion of change,

Of something gone astray,

They have detectors,

It'll beep if I turn away,

If I am wrong,

Tell me; no, wait!

I'd rather learn on my own,

What fun it is,

To have a moment,

To make a moment,

My very own, I'll own it,

Oh, what a shame!

WIth my head in my hands, I look to the sky,

Understand what I'm saying,

Why can't you understand what I'm saying?

It's okay,

There's no rush,

No change can ever be.

Enough,

I'll walk,

By myself,

No one offered,

No one helped,

There's just me,

I must go,

Until the things I didn't, I'll have come to know,