Where You Are

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I have no prioritization,

My choices are mine alone,

And my choices pertaining to you are that in which I wish to follow,

To trail along in that cherry dress I’ve been eyeing for so long; bought, from my fantasies,

I’ve got my head up in one of my own fantasies,

And I don’t think I’m ever coming home because the home in which I’ve known for so long suddenly feels remote,

I know home,

I’ve been there for all my life,

And now,

Suddenly,

I’m becoming a part of myself I never knew how to become,

How come no one knows everything as I do?

As I learned from the movies that play to inform us of everything we’ve been missing,

We’ve been working so hard,

Working and unseeing,

But we can make this easy,

Love isn’t hard nor is it easy,

Come to me,

I can hear angels singing every time you look at me,

And every time I look at you I get butterflies,

My cheeks they blush and I start to laugh,

And I can’t get your face out of my head,

You’re singing like I’ve never heard you sing before,

I wonder if I still can redeem what I lost in the past,

And I can always hear your voice in my sleep,

Sometimes I hear you calling my name,

And I long to be where you are,

To hold your hand and be in that moment forever with you would be a gift overrated,

At times, the words I have here in my head, are so wispy and not that meaningful,

But you’ve always said not to say that,

Because everything I say is made of gold,

And your face is in my head and mine is in yours,

Cover me,

Coz I don’t know where I am,

And the only place I know is that of what was registered in my brain prior to when I was born,

And that place is in your arms.