Death

ots

Trying

I’m just…

Trying to breathe

It’s hard

Knowing

What you know

It feels

Like you are breathing

But not the air

That

Is meant to be breathed

I feel

So distant from reality

It feels as if

Reality has his own agenda

 And reality

Isn’t doing me a lick of favor

That which I deserve from him to do for me

My hands have suffered quite enough

And so has my body

And my heart

Constantly beating for what?

For someone to come and help me while I was down on my knees

Did anyone help?

No, love

No one did

But I found the only thing worth smiling for

You

You whom I know that’s reading and smiling slightly

I can hear your voice

Your energy flourishes through mine every morning

I feel sensual

And happy

And all of the ghosts of my pain and sorrow go away

Because I finally have one thing to keep smiling and breathing for

 

 

 

 

 

 

Because

 

 

If

 

 

It weren’t for you

 

 

 

 

 

I’d

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Die.