I Love You!

on the spot

Look at me

I am not myself

I am slowly falling down in a heap of utter catastrophe

Can you look at me?

And don’t look away, either

LOOK AT ME!

Feel my heart beat its slowing down

I need help

Some sort of advice

Can you give me some sort of advice?

You can see the craziness in my eyes

The way they always roll around in their sockets

The way that I do sometimes

I am

Nothing

Look at me

What do you see?

Tell me

LOOK AT ME!!

I don’t like you, the one in my mirror

I hate you

You hate me

We don’t like each other

Yet we are forced to look at one another

You’re fat

And ugly

And you’re hair is not long enough

No one will like you

Everyone hates you

They only pretend to like you

I am nothing

But the words I have chosen for myself

These words

Are my nightmares, my demons

But I have embraced them, and turned them all into something positive

You should too