Feel Like It

on the spot; Anon

all this dreariness

is getting to my head

all i want

is to get inside my bed

close my eyes

and dream of a place

far away

so i could degrade

my memories here

are so so 

unclear

why do i have to succumb to and adhere

to all the words

that proved themselves wrong

i've had enough

pain to put in a song

but i don't quite feel like it