Everything Is Perfect

on the spot

my soul is broken

it is

the way you lie

is so perfect

i feel so perfect

keep lying to me

my soul will be full of lies

when you're done with me

and my heart

well

there's a single black vein, caressing the bodice of my organ

spreading the lies you've told

my heart

is so fragile

but that one black vein

is duplicating

and it's keeping my heart from breaking

my heart

what a toy, right?

are you having fun playing with it?

if you are, i'm glad

actually

coz there's nothing i can do

nothing

i'm screaming

at the pain you're inflicting me with

don't cut 

don't drown

don't die

echoes

echoes

leave me

let me die in peace

i feel it already

i already know

i have my eyes closed

and i'm walking

like a newborn

to you

won't you catch me?

Author's Note

ode to my life