My Own Anchor

I built my trust on a pile of sand

Takes forever but seconds to fall

They said they love but they left

They said I'm wrong when I am right

They laugh when I cry

They run when I stay

I am a tale.. I follow them everywhere

To heaven or hell

Or through lies and truth

I keep asking my mirror

Who is this girl standing before me?

It looks just like me

Sounds like me

But they lie.. again

I thought the real me is dead

They keep holding me far from seeing

Then I found that mirror again

I breathe and saw the mist

I am alive, this whole time I am alive

I spent too much time loving, caring

Taking a bullet for them

When they're the ones holding the gun

Storm came and they hide

Rain washes all the stain of trust

Leaving strength and passion

No more crying and cutting

Stand straight, keep my head up

Say goodbye to a million fake faces

Knowing that from now on,

I'll be my own anchor

Author's Note

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