THIS is life?

I pray to my savior,

using my last strand of hope left in the fiber of my being..

and i dont ask for much...

just to whalst through life a little easier..

.....

THIS is life?

whats the big deal?

All we do is hurt others..

And OURSELVES.

......

I mean if THIS is life,

I'll say goodbye..

because i no longer want to hurt myself

or let myself hurt..

......

I feel like a scab,

If you keep picking it will never heal..

but it seems like that blade used to pick at the scab,

is my only freind..

because it actually BLED this time...

This scab is continuing to dig DEEPER and DEEPER into my skin..

The scars ARE there.. mentally

.......

I promised myself that it woudn't get this far...

but promises are meant to be broken, right?

Just like hearts?

I feel as though its over for me...

I FINALLY let down my wall far two seconds,

and i get punched in my heart..

.........

So, if this is life, I'll say goodbye <|3

Reviews

[Emunah June.]

This feels reminesant of a suicide note. One's final words to their loved ones before death...

I personally feel like hearts can only be injured if you let those whom dont belong inside. If you manage to hold strong and remember God loves you, everything will be alright. Just guard your heart as much as you can. Great job.

[Amber-The-Panda]

I love the line:
"but promises are meant to be broken, right?
Just like hearts?"
It is so true.
I loved it.

[Forest Green]

Living is life; taking the hope of today, with its beauty and pain and bringing it into an activity that you enjoy.
What an amazingly sorrowful poem...you certainly expressed the depths of disappointment.
Now for tomorrow...

[Luna Northstar]

Please please please please PLEASE do not let him ruin your life! Don't let LIFE ruin your life! You may have some problems, but we all do. Your such an amazing person whether you realize it or not! Please, don't be sad....