I'm Just a Toy To You..

This house is no longer called my home,

i don't want to go back to a place of sadness..

 

My greatet fears come true,

once again you walk through that front door,

fill my soul with fear..

 

i dont feel right..i dont feel normal...

 

Im not normal..

 

who are you? why dont you leave me alone!!

 

You dont comfort me...

Im just a toy to you!

 

You pull on my strings,

make me who i am today

 

i am no longer who i was yesterday..

 

Whats wrong kerri?

Nothing..

 

You dont understand

the fear

the lying

the constant crying

 

My soul shakes inside my body...

wanting

waiting

wishing

hoping..

 

... to be comforted by your touch

 

You dont care

 

Im just a toy to you!!