A Boy Can't Fix You

a boy with the daisy eyes and lavender breath

i dont want to live, just give me death

cold and alone inside

i scream out that i just want to die

he sits there staring at you without a clue

and you realize

a boy cant fix you

im not okay

but its okay

in his arms you get to stay

you love me 

and i love you

but you still sit there without a clue

i lay in bed with bugs crawling in my ears

trying not to cry alligator tears

but i cant help think that it must be true

all along i thought that a boy could fix you

a kiss

is bittersweet

home alone i weep

i have a secret i can no longer keep 

i have a demon that watches and creeps

he watches me like a little sheep

his name is cut

and i cant help but 

to think that you can come and save me

but my heart is cold like the winter sea

loving words i try to spew

but then i realize

a boy can't fix you

Author's Note

i just wanted to write something quick, so just ignore all of the grammer mistakes