Flip flops

Bad decisions!

My flip flops guide me
kicking rocks
Leading to my next
Faulty decision
My impulse control
Has completely dissolved
Since my recent division
Before it always hung by threads
But each one has been cut
It happened all at once
My feet now follow
A foolish trail
Of enticing breadcrumbs
That all lead to hell
I can even see the door
With the dangling bell
It chimes and rings
My faltered mind
 imagines it sings
But really  screaming and yelling
Begging to turn bsck
But my mind is sick
I'm not worth it...
I'm not worth s**t.
My subconscious suggests
My brain submits
I don't deserve anything good
Its self sabotage as understood
And so I walk
My head hung lows
Watching my flip flops
Just go with the flow